July 9
Not a lot of sleep last night, so I couldn’t recall much.
*We are in the back yard cooking. ES & her husband are sitting on the bench, leaning against the back. S is cooking in the back yard… he is having me sprinkle a handful of something into a pot (they look like black beans? Can’t tell if they are cooked or raw) ES gets up from the bench, and I notice the railing behind where she was leaning is cracked.